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1.)  Today's Angel Message
2.)  Jesus/Jeshua:Your Cosmic Journey
3.)  Sitting In The Place Between Breaths, Heartbeats and Thoughts
4.)  Jeshua - Message of the Day
5.)  Transparency
6.)  Circumstances in Life


Isis' Message of the Day -
 
All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.
 
I AM ISIS a "Spritual Warrior of the Light."
In my hand I hold the Sword of Truth.
 
~ Lady of the Light ~

Today's Angel Message
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Dear Ones. Blessings to you all. It is with great pleasure that we converse with you. We love to see your inner light shine brighter as you hear our words. We see sparkles of love emanating from you as you connect to the words of love. We love seeing you understand the value of focusing on love and being loving. We see you interacting with strangers in a loving and compassionate way. Now multiple this by hundreds. You begin to see that as each person makes a change, and it is combined with the thousands also making changes that this is how you change your world. It begins, one person at a time. It begins with you. We bless you. We love you.
 
Dear Ones. Open. Open. Open. Open your heart and allow the love we have for you in. Imagine a circle over your heart, and stretch it bigger and say to your self "I open my heart to allow the love in." Feel the warmth of our love. See the light of our love. Be engulfed in our love for you. Feel the peace. Be the peace. Bless your hearts.
 
Cynthia Lee Shelton, LCSW a licensed psychotherapist with 25 years of experience in traditional therapy, psychic intuitive therapy, and healing energy work.
 
Cynthia has been described this way: "Take the best therapist you have ever experienced along with an amazing healer and psychic - toss in some angels and some pretty interesting guides - and you get Cindy Shelton. Her ability to get right to the essence of you and your problems is awesome. She's one of a kind!"
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Jesus/Jeshua:Your Cosmic Journey
Channeled by Michelle Coutant
Friday, 14 May, 2010
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Beloved Ones,
 
At this time, it is appropriate to let you know that I have taken the name Sananda, in the higher realms. The name Sananda reflects the spiritual progression and the growth and wisdom and initiations I have since accomplished in my return to the higher realms. It is an honoring of who I am now. The Jesus, the Jeshua, you know of the past, is my essence which you are familiar with, the essence which incarnated 2000 years ago upon your planet. You must understand that spiritual growth is an ongoing, never ending process. It is one of complete joy, of Love, of service, a process which will fulfill you in your quest for the Oneness you each so desire. This spiritual growth is being sought by each of you at a planetary level at this time.
 
There are a few of you who have surpassed the planetary level of growth and are now seeking to attain your solar initiations. It is within the reach of each of you. You must first understand that there is much greater spiritual growth beyond the planetary level. Once you achieve planetary ascension, there is solar ascension, galactic ascension, universal, and multi-universal ascension. Once you have achieved these levels of initiation, you then proceed to cosmic levels of awareness and initiation. To proceed in this process you must become balanced, and integrate each level of initiation. No soul will be allowed to proceed past a certain level of initiation without integrating, balancing and harmonizing the four bodies, and all aspects of each initiation which are required. This is why you are being asked continually, Beloved Ones, to focus on balancing your four bodies, bringing your physical, your emotional, your mental and your spiritual bodies, into a balanced, whole, integrated consciousness. This, you must first achieve, as you progress along this sacred journey of life, and strive to attain your mastery.
 
Many of you struggle with your ego desire body, and find yourselves in the lower mental and emotional planes. Be loving and gentle with yourselves, Beloved Ones. As you notice your thoughts and emotions, use affirmations, release all that does not serve you, replacing thoughts of your lower desire body with thoughts which serve your highest good and the highest good of all, you will make great strides in raising your consciousness. Many of you have achieved a high level of spiritual growth, yet still struggle with your lower emotions, fear, and the lower desires of the physical body. You must find the balance, integrating the higher aspects of all seven chakras, all seven rays, and release the lower aspects of the seven chakras and the seven rays. Focus your attention in this direction, Dear Ones. Strive to bring all aspects of your Self into harmony and balance.
 
The pendulum swings wide in the third and fourth dimensions. It must be your desire to bring the pendulum into the center, in balance and harmony. You will find the pendulum stops swinging when it returns to the center. This, Beloved Ones, is your Sacred Heart, bringing you into complete Oneness with the All That Is, your God Self. This is the Love, the joy, the wisdom, the peace and the flow of the River of Life which each of you seek. This is God within you, and you are One, you are God. You have come home to this knowing, this knowledge, which becomes wisdom, as you release all lower aspects of your Self and become and Be the higher aspects of your Self.
 
There are those of you who believe that it becomes easy as you move into the higher levels of initiation, and as you pass into solar level initiations and beyond. Certain aspects do become easier, as you release lower desires, fear, and emotions of the ego. You will find that you will flow in the River of Life as you move into the higher emotions, into the Love of your Sacred Heart, and you once more have the Adamantine Particles available to you for the creation of your heart’s desires. These Adamantine Particles are the foundation of all creation and the Elixir of Life, freely available to you when you are the essence of Love, and are creating for the highest good of all creation. As you progress into the higher initiations, you will find that much is expected, as much is given. You will be expected to live in impeccability, in truth, integrity and the Love of your Sacred Heart. Spiritual gifts will be given as you show your capacity to maintain the higher levels of initiation. There will be new spiritual tests as you progress along the path of cosmic initiations and ascension. For this is the path, Beloved Ones, it is a path, which is straight and narrow, leading you back to the Source, the Creator, to God, of which you are. This is the journey you have embarked upon, and it will take you much farther than your planetary ascension with your beloved Mother Earth.
 
There is much to do, to bring your beloved Mother Earth back to the pristine planet she once was. Most of you will stay to assist in this transformation, and there are those of you who will be complete with this lifetime, and assist through the higher realms to bring earth into her magnificent splendor she will once again achieve. Each of you have a divine blueprint which will guide you in your choice as to how you will assist in completing this sacred journey you are about to conclude in the third dimension.
 
Stay focused in the Love of your Sacred Heart, Beloved Ones, and never waiver, as you continue to lift your Selves above and release the lower vibrations of the ego desire body.
 
I am here with you, in the Love of your Sacred Heart.
 
I am Sananda.
 
Michelle began her spiritual practice in 2002. She studied intensively, meditated, and extensively educated herself. She continues this practice each and every day. She fully immersed herself in the wisdom teachings of Archangel Michael, through Ronna Herman. She quickly became so dedicated to the joys of her spiritual journey, that she was ordained in March of 2003 as an honoring of who she is.
 
Michelle attained certification as a Medical Intuitive and Quantum Practitioner. She became a vibrational healer, practices healing touch, and also works within the human energetic matrix. She is a messenger for Archangel Michael and Jeshua, and also receives wisdom from the Ascended Masters & Teachers through the Akashic Records, and is a disciple of the Kriya Yoga spiritual lineage. www.transformingradiance.com  *  3472 S.W. Oar Court, Palm City, FL. 34990, USA *  Email:  michelle@transformingradiance.com   *    

Sitting In The Place Between Breaths, Heartbeats and Thoughts
As Received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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As we finally enter our next destination of scheduled time, we all seem to be stuck at the stoplight, waiting for the light to turn green and give us the go-ahead. Holding our breath, our tempers, and our expectations we wait on the sidelines for the universe to wave us forward.  Stopping only to hone our desires, our wants and our needs we constantly look for the sign, the sky writing, that says, 'thumbs up, the water is safe come on in, you can now cross the street of your life to the next phase of your journey.'
 
Eagerly we await what we feel in the pit of our stomach is big, really big!  Searching our world, our reflections, and our intuitions for the cosmic directional.  Feeling as if our legs are leaden, immovable keeping us in the land of the void, the unformed and uninformed.  A place of no words, no actions, no foresight.  Licking our wounds, feeling like a trapped animal in a place of no escape.  Looking around us at the economy, the government, the world, and seeing that everyone is parked at the stoplight in a long line waiting for a sign. Misery often loves company but there is no comfort in this get together .
 
Many get tired of waiting and venture out on their own into the void the unknown. coming back torn and tattered and even more confused telling us all of earth is stuck and appears immobile.  Our hearts sink deeper into the pits of our stomach.
 
Who will save us, who will lead us, who will be our messiah, our president, our commander and chief ?  We feel as if we are held captive within space and time, sitting in the place between breaths, between heartbeats and between thoughts.  The silence is loud; the energy of the soundless void is thunderous.  We stick our fingers in our ears to stop the pain of silence, and as we do we hear a faint, but familiar voice.  A wee voice that says, "Listen to me, I am here for you."  We strain ourselves listening to the one familiar soothing sound in the void, the voice of our true self, our soul, and our divinity.
 
The voice continues to melodiously speak," Wait my dear, wait.  All is invisible and embryonic of state at this time.  Wait until the tide changes and finally reaches the seashore of your heart.  Do not rush into dangerous waters, out of boredom, out of fear, out of need.  Wait for life to unveil itself, the new is not fully formed.  Hold onto the seed dreams within your soul heart.  They will be the fruit of the future.  The fragrance of the 21st century bloom.  You walk into/unto a new level of life/light that has not ever been experienced.  Lovingly wait until your soul announces to you that the bridge is safe to cross. 
 
"Do not use excuses to become lethargic depressed and complacent.  In this place that you temporarily sit, weave the longings of your heart into a vibratory tapestry of sub atomic particles that are destined to find their way into physical form.  Do not sit as a passenger in your life.  Looking at it pass by the window. 
 
"You inhale unfamiliar energies that seem not to fit your life, your body, or your thinking.  Hold tight as you paddle through the breakers of your life to the calm yet powerful waters of the New.  Let go of the fear of falling off of your flat life and being eaten by sea (see) monsters.  Sail fully without fear of failure.  Follow the star chart of your destination with precision and then expect to land on new land that will provide even more than you imagined.
 
"Your waiting within the void is but an elevator ride from one floor of light to another.  In all of life it is but a wink, a blink and a nod.  Now sail on your beautiful boat into your unknown, unformed future. Allow your internal divine compass to innately sail you in the direction of your destiny.
 
"The illusion of stillness seems hauntingly alive, and you fear being devoured by its vastness, as one who sails to the rivers end only to find a great waterfall.  Let go and allow the divinity within you to drive.  It is older and wiser and has driven since the beginning of time.   Allow the true self, the soul, the God within to move you in a direction of completeness.  The void has the ability to extract what is in your heart and assist you in birthing it into manifestation."
 
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Oakbridge University - Jeshua - Message of the Day
 
Beloved one, for a long time you have wondered, “Where, as an individual, is my power? I am but one person. What can I do? How can I bring about change in the world?”

In truth, you have been making impact and will continue, because it is what you know deep within yourself as your purpose: to speak your truth and to put it across in words, in smiles, in support. Any way that comes to you that is appropriate, you put forth the Christ of you as you acknowledge the Christ of others.
 
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Transparency
by Lisa Renee
May 14, 2010
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Dear Family,
 
As we have entered the Full Moon of Taurus leading us into May, this time is esoterically called the “Festival of Wesak” which is the annual planetary cycle that transmits the “Ray Aspect of Illumination” to those whom are receptive to receive impulses from their Higher Self. This Ray Aspect of Illumination is another way to describe the higher intelligence field access we are able to receive when being connected into another dimensional frequency. Higher dimensions hold higher energetic frequencies which emits an “intelligence field”. There are massive multiple layers of “intelligence fields” and humans have the consciousness power (when disciplined or trained to develop these abilities) to build discernment from where the intelligence is being sourced from.
 
To learn this discernment as a practice is the “Spiritual Initiation” or Integrated Ascension process which has been taught by many of the esoteric Mystery School lineages. Both dark and light intentions can influence the quality of the material, and even distort it from both human ego misuse and Negative E.T. manipulation. The eventual goal in all cases is “polarity integration” which is about synthesizing lower density patterns into higher frequencies. This is how we evolve to reach the level of energetic intelligence that exists as pure Unity consciousness. Spiritual Initiation through polarity integration IS a part of the Mechanics of Universal Creation and inherent in the physics governing the laws of evolutionary direction that increases and develop consciousness expansion into Unity Intelligence. (Unity Intelligence is synonymous to the Cosmic Christ Principle)
 
As we evolve into higher initiations of embodiment we are then increasingly able to become more “Transparent” to the external environmental energies. Learning how to become more transparent to the external pressures and energies is a necessary skill at this time. This starts with total neutrality (non judgment) applied to all that is being observed externally. A good practice now is to strengthen and develop your witness consciousness (now moment) to include neutral association to all events, circumstances and situations as best as you are capable. This means you will be less likely to interfere or become entangled with external events that may drain your energy. Protecting your energy field by becoming self contained and inner directed is important at this time. (The 12D shield practice is a primer to this process of learning energetic self containment)
 
During this time, humanity has an increased access (similar to a broadcast channel) to higher intelligence fields where our Higher Self has a “station of identity” existing at that plane. These current Stellar Alignments greatly assist us in accessing the clarity of communicating with our Higher Aspect or Inner Christ Self. Many of us are being Spiritually Initiated now. (Read more about Wesak here: Wesak Festival) *    souledout.org/wesak/wesakfestival03/wesakfestoverview.html  *
 
Blue Lotus Heart Initiate

We have entered the Realms of Spiritual Initiation that activate the next sequence of spiritual bodies and lead humanity into another planetary “Ascension Wave” cycle. This year’s Planetary Ascension Wave is related to the Indigo Crystal Star which when ignited, reconfigures our 6th Chakra, 6th AxiAtonal Line, 6th DNA imprint and its processes that control our” third eye” and higher brain function. It also controls the spin speed of the Indigo dimensional frequencies and how they modulate into our 6th layer lightbody that reconnect the physical body to its soul matrix energies.(the Soul Matrix bodies are 4D-5D-6D) This Indigo Crystal Star is a function of our lightbody and it exists at the Higher Heart Center in the Thymus Gland chakra. This activation deepens the Heart Chakra into fuller expansion as it transforms the heart channels from a 4D green energy layer and into running Aqua to Blue Frequencies. This process is the esoterically named “Blue Lotus Flower” of the Activated Lotus Crystal Heart Lightbody, as described by the Egyptian and Hindu Spiritual Initiation cultures. The reference to the Blue Lotus Flower in Egyptian temple hieroglyphs was referring to the spiritually initiated Human Heart Chakra as a Living Eternal God Crystal Matrix. Many temple carvings depict Egyptians holding a Blue Lotus Flower in their hand. From the Guardian perspective, this symbol was not originally intended to represent the actual “blue flower” being used as a hallucinogen as suggested by some Egyptologists. The sacred oil from the lotus flower was used in high priestess ritual and massaged on the Heart Chakra to represent the initiate’s desire to bloom the “Lotus” residing within the Crystal Heart Matrix. Once the Blue Lotus ignited the Initiate would become eternally connected through the Living Breath of God Source.
 
January’s News mentions that this is The Year of the Indigo which correlates to the planet’s 6th Dimensional Indigo wave activation and our Blue Ray Star Families returning to the planet this year. This is a specific Guardian Consciousness Planetary Grid Rehabilitation Project that is underway ongoing to support the planet’s awakening Indigo population.
 
Buried Pressures Erupting

As this is a planetary frequency event, it means that the blockages that exist in the Earth grid accumulate pressure and energetically erupt to shift movement. When new frequency exposures transmit into our planetary field it has to shift its ratio of particle spin to accommodate the changing electromagnetic energies. (The Guardians have described we are merging particle and anti-particle fields and as these particles merge, they create a third particle field which is neutral.) These particles merging also change the electron and proton balance which changes the magnetic field and the “global brain” of our planet. This event collapses timelines (dissolve membranes between dimensional veils) that allow us to visually see or have conscious awareness to events, circumstances or energies we never had a previous awareness of. Simultaneously how these new energies assimilate within our own spiritual and physical body is being revealed to us in personal ways. This has a high impact to influence changes in our personal biorhythm, metabolic system, neurochemistry and our eating and sleeping patterns.
 
It also means that a huge population of Indigo children will also experience these energies as a “pressurized” type of acceleration this year and ongoing.( In all likelihood, the sensory and advanced abilities of a 6th DNA imprinted Indigo that have been previously dormant or latent may begin to activate.) As we are being reconnected again to these frequencies, we begin to remember what was disconnected from us in the past at the cellular memory level. When we feel “cellular memory” it is a recording of a past historical event that creates an influence on the current level of consciousness we experience as our physical self. Yet, these are collective memories of humanity that are surfacing now. These are memories and in many cases trauma, that have been deeply buried in our group unconscious mind and our physical body. Like an accumulated pressure building momentum within an erupting volcano, these deeply buried energies must find a way to release.
 
We will feel the impact of this event through the lens of which we are more primarily focused within our bodies. Some of us are more orientated to be focused on one layer or more of our four body system: the physical, emotional, mental or spiritual bodies. One or more layers of your body may be feeling the intensity of what is happening now on our planet. As an example, if you process energies mostly at “physical” levels, you probably have been dealing with a lot of mucous congestion, sinus and breathing issues, head and body aches, skin eruptions and viral type symptoms. If you process primarily “emotionally” you may be dealing with anger, sadness, anxiety and behavioral addictions. If you process “mentally” you may be dealing with intruding or possessing thought forms and strange images or dream like visions. If you process spiritually you may be sensing neurological sensations, flashes of color or geometries, and a sensation of energetic compression and expansion happening at the same time in your awareness. And then there are those aspiring Indigos that may be experiencing every layer transmuting as in a process of intense spiritual transformation!
 
Race Memory Returning

The impact of these reconnecting frequencies is returning lost or previously erased memories of our planetary history to be reclaimed. Since our Species Race Memory is being restored (in sequenced portions) it allows an access to these lost histories in the planetary consciousness field at this time. Many of us are beginning to feel or experience these memories and may not have been having an easy time with these energies.
 
Most of the Guardian’s facilitation work is about opening the idea to humanity the context that “planetary” energy blockages ultimately become (and are part and parcel of) individual body energy blockages. There is a direct interface link between our individual body, collective human body and the planetary body. No energetic separation exists, only veils that have been simultaneously lifting as we are introduced to higher vibrating dimensions of frequency that open our bodies to become more embodied as our Higher God Self. As we go through Ascension and spiritual initiation our personal bodies become highly sensitized to the planetary shifting. Where we once had no memory or awareness that our body was holding extensive layers of planetary blockages (such as collective human pain or distortions) many of us are not able to fully heal ourselves until we address the “collective” pain issues. The most important way to do this is to find neutrality and de-personalize yourself from being the experience by becoming the “observer.” The more you can hold the “observer” the easier you can shift density patterns into higher patterns of frequency vibration.
 
One demographic area of the Earth where the Species Race Memory is reconnecting is within the dimensional gateways located in Egypt. Giza, Egypt is the Heart Chakra of our planet and the opening gateway to the Astral Plane. This area of the planet is undergoing many frequency changes that are igniting previously dormant portals. There is a tremendous amount of information returning to the planet in regard to humanities ET related histories. We will start to witness and observe things (such as artifacts) being discovered or revealed to the masses. Some of these artifacts are being hidden or diverted as they clearly impact world religious dogma and the current socially accepted belief systems about humanities origins. The pyramids, which have long been thought of as ancient Egyptian burial chambers are actually designed as “energy” transmitting devices. The Ancient Astronauts (E.T’s) that came to the planet clearly understood that by putting pyramidal structures on top of major planetary vortexes that it had the power to support energetic balance, health and a higher consciousness for the people of the earth. What better vortex to place a series of energy amplification devices than on top of the Heart Chakra of the planet which is located in Egypt? Possibly, our ET ancestors were attempting to help us through a very dark age by amplifying cosmic energies to be received through these pyramids in order to support balancing the planetary body.
 
We are about to have these energy devices “turned on” of which we have not experienced for the last 5,000 years. June solstice appears to be a timeline that begins transmission of ancient coding and Mother Arc frequencies (The 13th Pillar described last month) throughout more of the planet’s main vortices. This appears to be the beginning of the major restoration of the God Female Balance “energetically” returning to the Earth Body.
 
Balancing through Cellular Remembrance

When we can comprehend or have a context as to what is happening with us (or our bodies) in most cases the energetic resistance stemming from confusion is released and much relief is experienced by the person on all levels. It has been continually observed that when any level of the four body system is experiencing an unconscious block (such as pain, an implant or ascension symptom) when the mind can participate with its clearing by having a context for what is happening, the block shifts and unravels itself, releasing its “grip” in that portion of the bodies cellular memory. We continually observe blockages being released from layers of the body when an individual reads and participates with this material, as well as releases from the group bodies that participate with this newsletter. If you so feel guided it is suggested to hold that intention before reading each newsletter, that you are willing to go beyond fear and release any obsolete pattern or cellular memory that obstructs your highest expression of Love.
 
Releasing blockages stemming from cellular memory trauma buried in the bodies is one purpose and mission of the Guardian Consciousness “body of work”. The more we can resonate with our Inner Source (Truth), its vibration sets us free and liberates us from fear. At this time humanity is returning back to Inner Sourcing through the process of Cellular Remembrance.
 
We are able to regain our consciousness harmony and physical energetic balance by neutrally observing the embedded memories and their “timelines” releasing. The act of observing them from your Higher God Self is the consciousness power to “neutrally” release them.
 
Reptilian Invasion Timelines

One particular planetary cellular memory unraveling now and surfacing in the mass consciousness fields involves the planetary 5 D Stargate and their 5D timelines related to Reptilian Invasion memories. Cellular memory imbeds in the planetary consciousness field are akin to a timeline of recorded history. Absolutely everything that has ever transpired in the history of consciousness is recorded as cellular memory imbeds in the planetary body. Most of these historical memories were erased or obscured by the Reptilians upon Invasion. The Starseed (gridworker) incarnated here with this mission to rehabilitate the grids can energetically “read” the cellular memory imbeds. Its data stream is recovered similarly as how a market cashier will use a “bar code” reader to scan an item code from the grocery inventory list. It is accessed from the direct cognition of reading energy signatures and this function is a part of the Oversoul and higher lightbody matrix. (The Oversoul Matrix is the 7D-8D-9D Bodies) More Starseeds are awakening to “read” these “timelines” however most of us do not realize what we are accessing and shut it down from fear. So many of us are indoctrinated into the 3D mind control system which limits our ability to allow ourselves to open our mind and actually LOOK at what we are seeing or sensing. Becoming neutral is highly effective as if you do not assign a value to what you are witnessing it allows attunement to a deeper connection of accessing energy or “memory’.
 
Reptilian Invasion memories are a part of humanities unconscious “Seed Fear” which is translated here and exploited for mass control in the 3D physical world as “Terrorism. From the Guardian Perspective, there is an orchestrated rehabilitation program being applied to these areas of the earth grid from severe damage. As the Planetary Stargate 5th dimensional frequencies have reached certain levels of access from Guardian grid repair, (last year’s project was the start of 5D portal and false umbilicus repair work) we are then able to access cellular memory imbeds that were hidden in those areas of the planet’s field. That means the memory of what transpired or was holographically inserted into the time matrix as a false memory can be “read”.
 
What was artificially holographically inserted by the Reptilian races in the Planetary 5th dimensional Stargate holds timeline memories that changed our bodies and subsequently damaged our genetic code. This is an event that changed the direction of the human race, began the introduction of organized religion as a political control machine, and disconnected us entirely from the “mother” life force of our planet approximately 5,000 years ago. This timeline event is similar to understanding that it was the beginning of humanities group Inner Christ “Crucifixion.” We became blocked from connecting to the frequency of our God Parent, and our subsequent pain was immense.
 
Each level of our Internal Planetary Stargate system has a white hole opening and a black hole counterpart that functions similar to the phenomena science calls a wormhole. (These Internal Stargates have been sealed and closed off by Guardians since 2005 to circumvent various possible Controller Enslavement Agendas) The Original Inner Templar 5D Stargate white hole opening (particle time fields) is in Machu Picchu and its black hole counterpart (anti-particle time fields) is in Vatican City, Rome, Italy. Vatican City is a hot spot at this time as it is a main source of this Reptilian Invasion memory revealing and its subsequent impact to influence a false “Crucifixion “story upon humanity. This is the timeline that is surfacing now and its impact may be felt intensely. This will begin to change the Roman Catholic Church’s governing organization and more of what has been hidden in the Vatican vaults will become public knowledge.
 
The impact of this “invasion” deteriorated the function of our human bodies immunity, glandular and organ system function and blocked the Mother God Aspect from connecting into the Earth Core. It was the groundwork being laid into the planet by the Controllers that are referred to as the “Inner Christ” Crucifixion Implants. Our planet and the human race incarnated upon it, were now fully stapled to the earth grid (via Crucifixion Implants on our 7D AxiAtonal Line) unable to achieve organic ascension and liberation from reincarnation. We could not feel our God Source connection any longer, nor our connection to our Mother and female principles of balance. We now begin to change this "crucifixion" event by becoming aware that it happened so we can repair and heal it. This requires that Vatican City reveal to us what has been hidden and become accountable for its actions. This is starting to unravel the healing process and will be a huge Guardian grid repair project in 2011-2012.
 
The pain being felt from this “crucifixion” memory surfacing is highly charged in the mass consciousness fields at this time. Most people feel the intensity of what is transpiring however have no context to understand what they are actually feeling and where it is sourcing from. This confusion exacerbates lower impulses in behavior as people act out these energies without any sense of self control. More of the phenomena of “thought-form possession” are happening in the masses of unconscious people now.
 
It is important at this time to learn how to become Transparent to these external energies. Do not attach or make judgment on any external behavior, only observe and hold peace inside yourself. We are traversing some major phases of growth which require we witness what has happened to our race so that we can become aware and choose to heal and change. The change starts from within us.
 
We are in this together and until next….Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other.
 
Love,
Lisa
 
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HEAVEN #3459
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Circumstances in Life
May 15, 2010
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God said:
 
Will you take My hand and be My friend in sickness and in health? Will you love Me? Will you love Me with a love as unshakable as the love I hold you in?
 
That I love you with all My heart means just that. I love you with total love. Despite what may befall in life, you do not lose My Grace. Can I, as well, stay in your good graces no matter what life may deliver to you?
 
It is not that I ask this of you for Myself. I ask this of you for you. It is helpful for you to stay with Me whatever may occur in your life. I stay with you regardless of what you say or do. Stay with Me the same.
 
Life sometimes offends you because of your attachment to otherwise. You believe that this, this, and this have to be so. In your evaluation, certain things are allowed to happen, and certain things are not. Life does not always concur with you. And, then, when you are dealt a different hand, you become lost in suffering to the point at which you do not know the difference between joy and suffering. I am saying that sometimes you enjoy your suffering, for it makes you the valiant long-suffering hero of the show.
 
You really do not need suffering in order to know joy. That idea simply is not true. Yet as soon as you impart restrictions on life, you curry suffering. When you see life as obligated to deal you the cards you like, you will resent the cards that life hands you. You get your back up. You become angry or forlorn, and, seemingly, express or hide a vendetta with life.
 
Life is innocent, beloveds, as innocent as you. There is that in life that you cannot understand, that may not be possible to understand. It is not understandable in human terms. And yet the un-understandable comes to you, just the same. Do not understand then, and also do not think that a deliberate offense has been done to you. There are matters you cannot fight. There are circumstances in life that you simply have to go along with. Death is one of them. Anything you perceive as loss, including untimely loss, is one of them.
 
I know that there are experiences in life that, from everything you know, are terrible, unfair, unfathomable, outrageous, regrettable. Yet what does stamping your foot accomplish? What does wailing accomplish?
 
There are matters that you can change, and there are matters you cannot. If you want to have muscles, you can work out. If you want to will someone who has died back to life, it is unlikely that this is under your will. If you want someone to love you does not presently love you, is there any way to make someone love you? No, beloveds, you can't force anyone to love you.
 
Here's an important point: Despite how you feel, there is no one's love you have to have but Mine. And I will never stop loving you. What happens in life, and how I feel about you, may not be entwined. Do not equate disappointments in life with My love for you. My love is independent of what occurs to you. Let this be true for you as well. Let your love be independent of what life delivers to you, and keep loving Me.
 
What gain can there be in walking away from Me? What possible gain? And why would you try to separate yourself from Me? It is futile anyway, for I go with you regardless. There is no going away from Me, beloveds. Why try? Give in. Concede. We are inseparable.
 
Dear Lady of the Light,
Your beautiful writing about the Statue of Liberty  * 
www.godwriting.org/world-peace/freedom-illegal-aliens.htm  * Thank you so much, dear friend. Gloria *
 
 
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