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Many of you think of Me as a Boss, someone Whose bidding you have to kowtow to. You think of Me as a great Authority Figure,
a Judge, a Punisher, a Criminalist out to get you, find you in a misdemeanor and so on. Better to think of Me as a Benefactor,
beloveds. The fact is I am your Holy Servant. No One serves you as I do. No One is at your beck and call as I am. No One kneels before
you as I do. No One listens to your every breath as I do. No One listens to your heartbeat as I do. My ear is to your heart.
I am in service to you. I am indentured to you. I am in your employ. I am your Servant. I take the cards you deal Me, and I do your bidding. You have had it backwards. You thought you did
Mine. I am your disciple. I serve All. I have a lot to take care of, and, yet, I never have too much to do. Serving you is My pleasure. It is My choice. I choose to serve you. Sometimes you tie My hands, as it were, by your vision. You may see it that I throw you a bone every once in a while. It
is not like that. I give you everything. All the time. You rule Me, beloveds, do you see what I mean? I love you more than you love Me, yet I do not tally points of your love. I simply give you all of My love. Take more of
My love. Believe in Me as I believe in you. There are times when you feel you are cheated. A loved one's body dies, and you are offended. Accept once and for all that
I am never opposed to you. I give you diamonds and rubies and emeralds of love, and you pick out baubles of glass or pebbles
and say I don't love you. You can take Me personally, but everything that happens in life you cannot take personally. Life
is not hopscotch. I cannot toss up the world like a bouncing ball. All in life is not a toss-up. I created the Universe, and I created you. I gave you free will. I have a domain. In one sense, I have the most Free Will
in the World, and, yet, that does not mean I always follow your will. Ah, but, of course, you think that is what a Servant
is supposed to do. You think it doesn't matter what you tell Me. You think I have to do it. You want Me to run upstairs and
downstairs, and you may give Me opposing orders. I am at your service, and I am also at the service of the Universe. It appears that I, the Creator of Free Will, cannot
always grant your wishes the instant you ask. I am a Fulfiller of Dreams and yet, it seems, not always. I do not always give
you the candy you want or even return your loved ones to you as you would like Me to. You do understand that I have unlimited vision, and you see only so far. This does not mean I disobey you. The thing is
I have never taken loved ones away from you. It is like you ask Me to wash dishes that are already clean. Or it is like you are a man who cannot see, and you ask Me
to move a piece of furniture where you want it, and it is already in the place you wanted it to be. I do not apologize for My vision and your blindness. Now, let Us bend to each other without bumping Our heads.
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