Chamuel: Angel of Self-Love
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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Welcome. I am angelic of origin. I am angelic
of nature. I am angelic of light. I am the essence, the vibration and the song that is known as Chamuel. I am the angel of
self-love and I come on this day to enfold you in that thought. Every measurement of time, every measurement of day
and night reflects how much you do or do not love yourself. The earth was created from the deepest of heart longings of the
Creator. Everything on this planet was created to love you. The dirt that you walk upon loves you. The wind loves to mess
up your best hair day like a little brother. The trees smile at you from their great height, but they never look down on you,
for they know that you are steward of this beautiful sphere.
When you are in a place of truly loving yourself,
then everything that you desire to manifest and create – can, will, and must happen. For that is the way of the Universe.
There are many days when there is not much that you like about yourself. On these days when your creative energies are dismal
and have run amuck, your creations are like a highland bog.
Think about a time in your past when you were
feeling so good and happy for no reason except being alive. Everything that you touched on that day turned into gold, life
smiled upon you with many miracles, people gave to you because they felt your love and joy and basked in it by being generous.
Now think about the days that you did not want to get out of bed, you did not want to wake up to the world again. You
got up dragging your feet and energy. Everything you touched that day deflated and drooped. You ran out of gas (of course),
got a flat tire and every red light on the way to work. This is your life; the good, the bad, the ugly, always determined
by how much you love who you are.
It is through you that everything happens. It
can be no other way. For that is the destiny of this place that you reside upon that loves you more (most days) than you love
yourself. Everything touches everything else, and that is what you have forgotten. That is why I, Chamuel, angel of
self-love, come to tell you that -- your moods affect all of life. A tree smiles when you are in a good mood. A tree looses
leaves when you are in a bad mood. If you are attracting people that are negative and down in the mouth, then look at your
own energy – for the vibration is similar of nature.
Stay in a place of joy, happy to be human, happy
to be flesh and happy to be wherever you are at that moment of your experience. You are the center of your universe –
every one of you. You are the center of your personal time/space continuum – all separate, but united – similar
to the cells in your body. When your heart yearns for something so deep, it is your soul that is asking you to provide it.
It could be a walk on the beach that your soul needs. It could be dancing in the rain. It could be traveling around the world
or writing an old friend a letter. Who do you think points you in the direction of all of those heart longings?
The self is so caught up in the past injustices
it does not look forward. There is always a hindsight that is wrapped around the self of the past. Your soul is where the
longings of your heart come from. Look closely at what you long for. Look at what is speaking to your heart and then center
your self with love and create it from a point of heart.
Most human beings do not feel love or feel loved.
This feeling of not being loved may have come from your parents and family members, but realize they too are learning how
to love. You can access lifetimes – future, past, and simultaneous when your parents loved you very much. Ask for that.
Maybe your husband or your wife does not show you much affection or maybe your life is empty of love. There have been plenty
throughout time that have loved you.
The sun has set and risen on your every want
and need. There were lifetimes when you were magical. You made gold out of straw more times then we care to count for
you are all alchemists. You are angels and you are beautiful humans all wrapped up in one. If you are not getting what you
desire at this moment in time, then you must access a place in space and time where you once received it -- and bring
that feeling -- ask for that feeling to flood you, into your auric field. From that point – create. From that point
– love yourself a little more.
Humans are funny creatures; the angelic realm
does not understand you – but we always stand by you. You do not feel loved even when someone who loves stand face to
face and proclaims their love. You do not feel fulfilled no matter how much is given to you. Humans – you do not understand
how vast you are. But we do! In the meantime, as you are trying so hard to remember, we hold the light for you. We sit
at the fire. We talk about you and joke about you and we compare notes– we love you dearly. We need you to call upon
us -- the angels. We cannot intervene unless it is an emergency – and sometimes your definition of an emergency varies
greatly from our definition of an emergency. We are obedient to you as the Mother/Father God commanded. Time after time
and life after life we grow to love you more. In order for us to serve you better, you must direct us into the affairs of
your life. We will be there for you. No job is too small or too big. I am Chamuel. I am the angel of self-love and I hope
you have a better understanding of what that really means.
