6-21-15 Why I Was Drawn To France-Channeled |
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[Note from Mercedes: This is a
personal message that Mary gave to me while I was traveling in the south of France. I’m sharing it because so many people
have communicated that they find Mary’s personal messages to me also speak to them and are quite valuable.] Mercedes: Mary,
why was I drawn here to France? What did I need to come here for? Mary: This is a very good question. Ultimately it
is not necessary to go anywhere for spiritual purposes. Spirit is not limited to any particular location. Yet there is no question that you are affected by various environments. Different
places on the Earth have very different feelings and energy. You are aware of this. So it is the energy of the Earth in France
that you are drawn to, not to find me in France. What
do you feel here? Mercedes: I
feel happy. At the site at the river where it is said you did baptisms, I felt ecstatic, overjoyed. I love the land. It feels like home. The weather feels good to me. The people
seem beautiful and authentic. The women are more Feminine here and also strong. Everything seems natural and “right”
here. My heart is peaceful. Mary: This is a sign of soul connection to the land, as well as being fed spiritually
by the land in this location. Mercedes: I also feel a natural balance of Feminine and Masculine. I like the way it feels
less materialistic than what I’m used to, more Earth-based, less consumer- and possession-oriented. Mary: Yes. So why do you think you were drawn here? What has happened
for you since you’ve been here? Mercedes: My body is straightening out. I’ve found the source of the twists in my body
that’s manifesting as my scoliosis. It feels like it’s sourcing out of the base of my pelvis on the left. It’s
like my Feminine hasn’t been willing to fully descend into manifesting on Earth, especially bodily and sexually. So
my Masculine is dropped in my pelvis and my whole right side of my body. The Masculine is collapsing because the Feminine
isn’t forming the foundation, isn’t willing to fully be here. My Masculine is collapsing at the pelvis (sexuality), in my shoulder (responsibility), and dropping
forward at the shoulder (moving into the world in a collapsed way). My Feminine is lifted at the shoulder (moving forward
in the world with tentativeness and tension, not fully willing or available, not easeful but rather apprehensive and cautious).
My Masculine is coming forward in the pelvis (sexuality), but my weight is all on the Feminine, not shared with the Masculine. I’m learning about myself through my body and
I’m willing to change who I am and what I manifest. It has all showed up here in France. It’s like I’m able
to see myself clearly and simply here. I bought a Feminine
dress at the market that everyone thinks is quite beautiful and that feels connected to Isis. It feels easier for me to be
Feminine here. I feel much more accepted here as
a channel of you, Mary. I think it’s easier
to be myself here and I fit in better. I can see me offering my work here and I have more clarity about what my work is. I feel like I’ve come home. I know these places,
especially at Rennes les Bain and the church at Rennes le Chateau. I feel you there. It’s not in all the mystery and
church artifacts. It’s in you, your presence, or maybe the temple of Isis that used to be there. My heart is here and connected to the Earth here. Mary: It
sounds like you are very clear. Mercedes: Yes, I think I am. Mary: Your work is to anchor the Feminine within yourself.
If that is supported here, then that is important. For you, the history of these places is a distraction. The direct work
in your body and energy field is what is guiding you and all that you need. For many people, connection to the past can help them to bring in more of who they are, more
of the wholeness of their soul. History can be helpful for those reasons. It is like going into the Akashic Records, to understand
who one is and what one’s soul path and work is. That aspect of connecting to history can be valuable. Not everyone needs it, but for some it is supportive. However,
often people get distracted by history, by focusing on the ideas and “facts” of what happened, when, by whom,
and so on. That can clutter the mind and obstruct the work of the soul. In general, it is not necessary. But many people use
history in that way, as an avoidance of the heart and the path of the heart by staying in the mind. Allow the gifts of this place to unfold. Don’t fall into doubt. You
are on course. ©2015 Mercedes Kirkel, http://www.mercedeskirkel.com, All Rights Reserved. Permission is given to share this message as long as the message is posted in its entirety, nothing
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Earth closer to Heaven. Beloveds, I see disparagement for the suffering it truly represents. I am
not hurt by unkind words. Those who feel they must raise their fists at Me are suffering such antagonism that their very antagonism
becomes their extreme cause for living. They shake their fist and say: “You did this, God. You made me suffer. Now I
will get back at You.” To those of you who love Me and would defend Me from disdain, there is no need for you
to defend Me. Nor do those who rail against Me have to defend themselves and be against Me. They do not have to resolve to
oppose Me. They do not have to choose sides, for, in so doing, they turn their self-flagellation on Me Whom they blame for
their suffering, as if they have been personally attacked. They are sure I did it. There is nothing for anyone to take
personally. I know My children suffer. On behalf of those whose suffering won’t leave and they turn their suffering
into opposition against Me, let it be known that they are free to make this choice. So now I talk to you, those who
may choose to rail against Me. I respond to you now: You may be saying, how can I not suffer as a result of the conditions
I suffer under? I say: Suffering may be a choice you chose long ago, yet you chose it, and you choose it still. You
may think you are under a yoke of suffering. Indeed, you have suffered, yet who put the yoke on you and told you to carry
it as long as you can? Who claimed the yoke of suffering and placed it on you? Not I. I would remove it from you. I
understand how you put this yoke on. You chose a branch from the first tree you saw, and you stopped there. “This is
my branch,” you said. Beloveds, it was not an olive branch, you chose. There is nothing to forgive. However,
you saw that there was too much to forgive, and you would not. You would rather let the heat of dismay turn into anger and
burn a hole in your heart. You chose to be a victim of life. I would ask you to save yourself from your own conclusions. Choose
that God loves you. It is an impossibility for Me not to love. There are no exceptions. What if you could turn your heartbreak
around to sparing your heart, giving it a chance, saving your heart from the noose you have put around its neck? This
you will come to, yet how tightly you presently hold on to vindication. You are so despairing and outright angry that you
will even cramp and hurt your own heart. You will show God that you are not to be tangled with. You are your sovereign being,
and you will not tolerate what you see as the vengeance of God, and so you would rather flail your arms and fight Me rather
than to hear Me. You decided to have a boxing match with Me. You will show Me. You will show Me that you can’t
be treated this way. And so you undermine yourself in a one-way battle. Must you be so certain that there is some kind
of feud between Us? It is like you have said: “God is so mean, I will be mean back. I will punish God for the
suffering He has given me. I will not submit to Him. He must be my enemy. I will not allow Him to be my Friend. I will not
let Him sit down with me. I will not give Him the benefit of any doubt.” And you reaffirm your slogan, not Mine:
“Vengeance is mine“ says bitterness. You like to see yourself as being strong and indomitable. What strength
is there in retaliation? The depth of your hurt is so great that you will even spar with God no matter how much this keeps
you in bondage. Beloveds, you who suffer and add anger to the top of your suffering, you restrict yourself to only two
alternatives: to fight or to submit. Yet, between hot and cold, there are gradations. You have chosen judgment, and
so you see Me as having judged you, and, therefore, you have copied your perception of Me. You have joined judgment and you
have nailed it in as irrefutable. You made your mind up, and, with all your will, you will not stop this debate no matter
what. You can change course. You can drop the façade you have latched onto, that God is a bad guy, and you are a good
guy who has been victimized. You think I have not given you a chance when you refuse to give Me a chance. What if you
gave Me a ticket to your heart? What if you would start all over, and give yourself a good chance at happiness? Bitterness
does not lead to happiness. You do not need to put a stranglehold on yourself. Set yourself free. Give yourself a chance to
see greater and be greater. Let go of what keeps you where you are. Start over. JUNE 21, 2015 Dear ones we are well aware of the disappointment many of you
feel as to how slowly the new earth seems to be emerging. This is because you are viewing the process with specific expectations
of how things "should" be according to whatever concepts you may be holding. There is no fault in this, as it simply reflects
how you have learned to live life in third dimensional energy. You expect evolutionary changes to manifest in certain familiar ways, but remember, the human
consciousness is limited to what is already known. Be open to what is as of yet unknown, for change is, and will manifest
in unexpected ways. Know that powerful new energies are silently pouring in and available to all, but will not always manifest
in the ways you expect. Much of what you perceive as chaos, is actually the cleansing and clearing of old energy. It is very important to take time to rest
during the day for the process of integrating these powerful new energies often leaves an individual feeling exhausted. Even
with busy work/family schedules it is important to include small breaks which can be as simple as shutting a bathroom door
and resting for a few minutes in the realization of "I AM". If possible, a short nap works best. The integration process does not happen overnight, but is exactly
that, a process. Be patient dear ones, and let go of the temptation to believe you are doing nothing simply because you and
the world are not as you had anticipated--yet. Some, when feeling the need for a nap in the middle of the day, resist, believing that it indicates
laziness or a physical backward step because it is something you have never before needed to do. It is important not to resist,
for the integration process requires a great deal of energy, leaving less for the active lifestyle you may of become accustomed
to. The person who insists on continuing old habits of going, going, going, in spite of a need for more rest, will soon find
himself very depleted of energy Taking
time to stop and rest is not a doing nothing as it may appear, but is an action integral to the releasing/integrating process.
You have been programmed to believe that busy-ness equals productive and successful living. Both school and parents taught
you that time spent doing nothing was idleness, a bad thing, but as with so many other beliefs this is simply a concept handed
down from generation to generation. In past lifetimes this was true and thus many still carry cellular memory of lives in which those who did not plow
and harvest, or work long and tedious hours for someone else, did not eat. It is not meant that every moment of every day
be a struggle. Know that the energy of joy and fun is closest to Divine energy. You are finding that much you previously believed to be truth has
become gradually fading cellular memory. You are beginning to understand that you are not simply physical bodies, but are
consciousness in varying states of awareness who have chosen for learning purposes, to experience the physical world in a
physical body. This is the root of the struggle for those who believe they were born as either the wrong sex or skin color. Cellular memory accumulated from lifetime
after lifetime lived as one gender will dominate the state of consciousness of an individual and has nothing to do with the
body. Because these dear ones do not understand the bigger picture, they assume a physical mistake of some sort has occurred
and thus seek to fix it by becoming the gender they strongly resonate with. Gender choice is a pre-birth decision made by
each soul in order to integrate whatever male or female energies may be needed to create wholeness and balance. Try not to judge or compare your journey
with that of others, but instead closely examine everything you do not yet understand in your own personal experience or that
of the world in order to find the hidden lessons--pearls of wisdom waiting to be discovered. Everyone's journey is individual,
based on the experiences of past lifetimes. More and more and moment by moment as you begin to resonate with the new and higher Light frequencies, you will
also begin to experience seeing and hearing higher dimensional energies. Be not afraid when these things happen, but trust
the process for changes are happening and nothing is going to stay the same. There is nothing to fear. Those who continue
to hold fast to what is finished, will find themselves grasping air in a dissolving world. We wish to speak of gratitude which is the counter balance
of love. Gratitude in its purest sense, is the acknowledgement of "I HAVE", and not simply the act of saying "thank you" for
some good received as is commonly believed. In this deeper spiritual sense, gratitude acknowledges that every good seeming
to come from outside of self is actually the manifestation of ever present wholeness and completeness. Gratitude flows easily
from a consciousness of one's innate completeness and abundance because of oneness with Source. Unexpressed gratitude acts to block to the flow so to speak,
for love and gratitude balance each other. Think of a coin--love on one side and gratitude on the other. Begin to practice
gratitude in every area of your life--for what you have as well as what you believe you don't have materially, emotionally,
mentally, and spiritually for the experience of lack serves as an important window into one's belief system. Always remember
that painful lessons were chosen by you as necessary for attaining the growth and evolution you seek. You are beginning to understand that you are creators, that
your words and thoughts take form and manifest. The act of expressing gratitude serves to retrain a cellular memory of lack
into "I have. I am abundant and am infinitely blessed by virtue of Oneness with Source" . Living each day from this awareness
allows you to experience the energy of love and helps you to more deeply understand whatever lessons you may be having. Because gratitude is a facet of love
it must be integrated along with all the other facets of love, eventually becoming your attained state of consciousness, fully
integrated and manifesting as unconditional LOVE. Practice with the simple things for gratitude need not a grand statement, but simply the awareness
of "I have because I am". As you drive to work give gratitude for a paved road and stop signs. When you shop give gratitude
for the ease and availability of what you may need. Gratitude can be practiced on all levels. Materially it can be by giving away those things you
no longer need or use (not junk) which tells your cells; "I am grateful that I have enough to share". Emotionally giving a
shoulder to cry on is the acknowledgement of "I give thanks for the lessons that have provided me with broad shoulders". Mentally,
giving words, information, intelligent guidance to those who seeking on that level says; "I have been there, I can tell them
how it worked for me. I am grateful for an ability to assist others. I have wisdom". Even a penny donated in the spirit of love, carries powerful
energy for spirit knows nothing of material monetary values, but only recognizes intention. Give gratitude for the fact that you have evolved to the place
where you are able to recognize the Divine nature of everyone you come into contact with. Express gratitude for someone's
smile, a bird song, or a good book and you will soon come to realize that every single moment of an ordinary day holds infinite
opportunities for gratitude. This
is the journey, this is what you have asked for, this is why you are here. Your time on earth is a privilege. Make the most
of it. We are the Arcturian
Group 6/21/15 Posted: 21 Jun 2015 02:11 AM PDT
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