Blossom Goodchild - January 10, 2015
Hello there, and welcome to the year of 2015. I was wondering if it would be appropriate for you to give us a message, as to what YOU see this coming year holding for us?
In greatest of Loving Energy Dearest Souls, we join in communion with you all once again. In the passing of the old year into the new, there has been an exchange of Energy between that which no longer served … and bringing through that of a New Energy. A Higher Energy that you shall discover … to your delight … assists you greatly in the lifting of your spirit -self into a place that brings much joy.
Along with the festivities of your Christmas time … which can create a tiredness, due to possible indulgence of many things … this exchange of Energy has also brought a tiredness as it makes its ‘swapp’. In the letting go of the old … it is allowing the body to release toxins and certain biological deformities that must be rid from your immediate inner functionings.
When you say ‘swapp’ … what exactly do you mean?
We mean that you are ‘swapping’ this Energy for that which serves you … to a much Higher benefit.
Yet, who/what/where/when are we swapping this Energy with?
You are sending it back into a ‘place’ where it can once again be renewed into a finer source. Therefore, it is not discarded … simply recycled, if you like … and re-energised, so that it is once again of use.
How is this done?
It is a blending/merging with Energies that are Higher than itself. A gradual remixing. Rather attune to adding a mixture to a cake … a little at a time … in order to get the exact consistency, so that it may rise.
So, with these Higher Energies ... what can we expect?
You can expect a FEELING of elation that has not yet been experienced. You are moving into the next phase in this year ahead. Much preparation has been worked upon and much commitment of mind, body and soul has led you to the entrance of a Higher doorway … of which you are able to enter at any given point … that you feel ready to do so.
Could you expand on this? Am I even in the right street? Let alone at the right door?
This doorway will take you through to a Higher understanding of yourself. It is of a Brighter degree of Light/Love … accessible only THROUGH this door way.
When we enter through … is this via meditation?
Certainly. Yet, in doing so … you will find that the YOU, you become … remains with you … to a certain degree … when applying that which you experience ‘within’ it … to that which you are doing ‘without’ it. If we are making sense?
Yes, to me you are. Meaning, we will ‘bring back’ on a soul level, some of that which we experience when BEING the other side of the doorway. Do we need a special meditation for this?
No. You need only to TRUST WHO YOU ARE. The intention is the key. Your intention in ALL things is the key to discovering the ‘righteousness’ of your experience upon Earth.
The experience of this meditation when repeated more and more … shall flow into deeper places as one re-enters time after time.
What sort of thing can we expect?
To meet up with many likeminded souls, both of Earth and non-Earth … and for many to meet up with the next phase of themselves.
You are ready now to ‘OPEN UP THE ENVELOPE’ and receive your instructions!
WOW! That is very exciting. White Cloud has often spoken of this. Can you speak of it now? ... for those who are saying ‘Envelope? What envelope? Does it come in the mail? I haven’t received mine?’ Etc.
We understand your point. We would explain it this way.
Those of you that volunteered for this unique expression of self upon the Earth plane at this time … those who KNEW that coming to Earth NOW… would be the greatest mission they could experience … and we would add … ‘Endure’ … were EACH given a certain ‘role’ to play. To ‘act out’ certain given experiences that would lead to the unfolding of particular gifts … that in turn would allow the unfolding of gifts by many others to occur.
In other words … instructions … on how to assist in the Awakening of many upon the planet.
Each envelope is derived for Each individual to interpret and make use of.
Many have often expressed of the KNOWING they are here to do something … here for a purpose … yet, unsure of what it is. By accessing these envelopes … a greater clarity is grasped.
So, are you saying … one just meditates and ‘Boom’ … There we have it! The answer to our individual purpose on Earth at this time.
Yes … we are.
Far out. To be honest … I thought you were going to say ‘possibly’ or, beat about the bush in some way. Yet, nope! Straight to the point … Nice! I am getting the feeling that you may be able to assist with this meditation … are you about to bring one through?
(I felt then, this was the case, so I turned on my recorder and went straight into this guided meditation. As it was spontaneous, please allow all outside sounds of planes, birds, frogs etc., to enhance the experience rather than take away! I tried adding background music, yet it seemed to distort the voice somehow. So, Here it is. In the raw! (17mins)
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Thank you. That was beautiful. What PEACE you brought through to my Being. Anything to say about it, to finish off?
Indeed. We give Gratitude for allowing this to come through. We would remark only ... that the ‘absorption’ of ‘instructions’ within the envelope shall take time to ‘open up’ into its KNOWING. Keeping in mind also … that although we use the word ‘instructions’ … these are ‘plans’ made by YOU for YOU. In the knowing that EACH ONE can assist fully in bringing forth their gifts in/of creative form that shall be as a key to unlock many doors ... for many souls.
This is indeed a most exciting time for THINGS TO GET UNDERWAY.
This is a time when all that has been spoken of in past times shall ‘fall into place’.
This is a time when YOU shall UNDERSTAND the makings of YOU and comprehend on a deeper level the reason you have come and why.
Dearest souls ... Be of the greatest cheer.
You are walking deeper into the forest of Light and Love and the trees exude a Higher Energy than ever before … for the very oxygen that is served … is of a Higher level ... in order to accommodate the Higher level of Love that you are allowing yourself to become.
WE LOVE YOU.
WE ARE EXCITED ABOUT ALL YOU SHALL DISCOVER OF/FOR YOURSELVES …
And in doing so … watch … just watch, how quickly the changes within and without shall come about. They shall delight the soul … as a child opening a present under the tree … and in discovering the ‘present’ … the NOW of WHO YOU ARE shall ‘present’ itself to you in a manner that could not have even been dreamt of.
In deepest Gratitude to All of Earth who have remained steadfast in faith and have continued forth under circumstances that at times have been less than pleasant.
WE HONOUR YOU …
ENJOY YOURSELVES …
Oh, we will. In Love and thanks to you my friends.

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The Purpose of the Crucifixion Period by Master Djwhal Khul

Channelled through Natalie Glasson- 9^th January 2015- www.omna.org

The energetic crucifixion period humanity is moving through now is a process born from the presence of the Era of Love, thus resulting in resurrection and rebirth of new and old vibrations of energy, especially frequencies of love appropriate for this position of ascension on the Earth. The process of energetic crucifixion is nothing to be feared, you have moved through numerous processes of cleansing and this is simply another stage of purification, most importantly at an energetic, emotional and mental level which will influence your physical reality.

It is time to dissolve the memory of the crucifixion of Master Jesus, whether you choose to believe it or not in this life time, in other lifetimes you may have believed wholeheartedly. The belief of others in the crucifixion of Master Jesus and similar experiences which have occurred on the Earth allows for it to be present in the consciousness of humanity and even at a cellular level. This is the same for all energies, ideas and beliefs. When I say it is time to dissolve the memory of the crucifixion of Master Jesus, there is no need to forget, it is simply to dissolve any fear held within your being connected to the crucifixion, to death and other forms of fears. You may feel that you do not have a connection with the crucifixion or you may feel you have overcome fears of death or any other energy.

It is time to look inside your being asking to see what activates from within you. It is important to remember you are connected to all beings and souls so the memories and experiences of others are to some extent also your own. Such a physical experience as the crucifixion will not cross your pathway, instead an internal healing, cleansing and purification will take place with your acceptance and permission activating a deeper space of love for your experience and creating a balance within your energy and existence on the Earth.

The energy wave known as the crucifixion energy coming forth to humanity is a completion of a cycle began by Master Jesus and his many disciples long ago. The purpose of this energy wave is to bring balance where there is imbalance. You are being asked to view yourself and your reality as if you are an observer or a spectator, which means even if it is only for a few moments you are free from attachment to yourself and reality to give yourself time to breath and register where imbalances may be manifesting in your reality and the source of imbalance. It is akin to realising that some of your energy is tied up like a rope knotted and tangled. You now have the opportunity to untangle your energy, your rope, to allow balance and all channels or pathways of light flowing from you to be expressed freely and easily. Imagine if you have carried a rope filled with knots within you all your life and finally you have a chance to sit with the rope and gradually detangle it so it is free and you are free. The knots and tangles in the rope symbolise areas of imbalance in your being which is manifesting in your reality. When all energies akin the knots are released then balance will be restored by you for yourself. A knot symbolises a belief which no longer serves you or energies/ memories you are holding onto which are no longer needed causing anguish and imbalance within your being. You may notice that certain areas of your reality flow with ease, balance and perfection. Maybe you easily experience abundance and yet your health is not complete, or you easily experience loving relationships and yet suffer with lack of financial security. It is important to recognise the patterns you have created in your reality as this will indicate to you where the energy of the Creator flows through you manifesting in balance and where you do not allow the Creator to flow through you therefore imbalances, lack and inequality is experienced. The aim of the energy of crucifixion is to bring equality and balance to all areas of your being so you experience the Creator through your being, emotions, beliefs and entire reality more fully and harmoniously. The Twelve Days of Perfection experienced in December 2014 had a purpose of heightening the balance and areas of perfection or unity with the Creator in your being and reality, thus allowing you to more easily acknowledge areas where balance is not.

You may wish to state this affirmation as your intention at this time:

‘I restore and create balance and harmony in all areas of my being which positively and lovingly reflects into my reality for experience.’

Here is an invocation which may serve you:

‘I invite My Guides, Master Djwhal Khul, the Era of Love, the Energy Wave of Crucifixion, the Archangels of Ascension and Love as well as My Soul to support me in becoming more fully aware and conscious of the imbalances within my being, belief systems, emotions, creations and even memories. With an easy awareness within my being and your loving support I now choose to draw upon the balance energy of the Creator within my being to activate and pulsate through my entire body and auric field dissolving imbalances and creating a strong loving balance. My purpose is to open all my energetic pathways so the Creator may flow fully through me. My purpose is to experience the love, abundance, bliss, truth, peace, harmony and balance of the Creator in all areas of my being and reality. I understand that in doing so I align myself and more fully embody my truth; the source and truth of the Creator. The purpose of the crucifixion energy is to dissolve the process of enlightenment through suffering; I now fully accept I can evolve spiritually into my true enlightened self through the practice of love. Thank you and blessings be.’

The process I recommend is very simple, it involves observing in which part of your reality there is lack or suffering of small or large proportions, taking time to bathe these areas in the love which flows and can be accessed from your soul. Imagine yourself sending love from your heart to this area of your being and reality. Allow yourself to notice if programmed beliefs are the cause of the lack of Creator vibrations, if this is the case, which is most often as the mental body as well as the emotional body are powerful influences upon manifestation, then create new beliefs, new thoughts and affirmations that state you are a free flowing being of the Creator’s light, love and consciousness. Therefore your opportunities and experiences are limitless and endless, always positive and loving. Begin for yourself a deep healing process which encourages a deeper experience of the Creator within your being and reality. The energy of crucifixion will cocoon you as if in a sanctuary of healing. You are most deserving and it is your divine right to experience the Creator in all areas of your reality, thus experiencing bliss, love, harmony and peace in magnificent volumes. I, Master Djwhal Khul, am here to assist and support you in this process; you may call upon my assistance and reassurance. You may notice that balance begins to be restored within your being and thus within your creations without much effort, a simple intention can create a beautiful healing activation within your being.

The same process is occurring collectively for all of humanity upon the Earth. The vibration of love has activated the vibration of crucifixion, a deep cleansing, which in turn has posed the question of creating balance. Every situation within your reality, humanity and the Earth is a process and journey of obtaining balance.

Some are experiencing a balance now which has been forged from days, months or years ago. Others are seeking to create balance in certain areas of their being, this can sometimes manifest as chaos, turmoil or confusion as old restrictions are set free. It can manifest on grand scales such as between counties, communities, and families or on a smaller scale in your personal reality, all manifest from within each soul living a physical reality upon the Earth. The phase reminds us all that to create balance, harmony and peace whether inside or outside of ourselves there is a need to first observe within and heal within. This is a very powerful time which will impact your reality and the humanity’s collective reality immensely. It is a time for change, healing and further spiritual awakening with the greater presence of love, when love is present everything flows with ease and is dissolved with ease. This change is instigated by you.

I wish for you to know and be aware that the Violet Flame is anchoring its energy further and further into the Earth and humanity, more than ever before. This is due to the energetic wave of crucifixion and also because of the deepening presence of love. The Violet Flame wishes to ease and bring perfection to all transitions and transformations occurring within your being and humanity, thus allowing New Dimensions of Love to be accessed. The Violet Flame is more aligned to your needs at this moment of ascension than previously and so it is a wonderful valuable tool to call upon to support and assist you. The Violet Flame energy currently appears as a flame in the shape of an ascending butterfly, symbolising its purpose of aiding ease in transformation.

In perfect harmony, balance and love,

Master Djwhal Khul

Sivananda Daily Reading

11 January
Posted: 09 Jan 2015 10:00 PM PST
Analects of Sivananda
Solitude is the soul's best friend. Silence is better than argument. He is really blessed who can suit his temper to any circumstances. Grief destroys strength, health, intellect and wisdom. Conquer grief through discrimination, enquiry, and the meditation on the Atman (Self).
Worry is a waste. Avoid it. Rather sing, pray, meditate, enquire, cogitate and discriminate. Dive into the Bhagavad Gita. You will become fearless. You will rise above all worries.
Idleness is the enemy of peace of the soul. Stop complaining. Be thankful that there is a perfect law of health to which everyone has access. Obey that law and be happy. Practise asanas - especially siddhasana, sarvangasana and sirshasana this will enable you to get control over the vital energy. If your mind is cool and your heart is full, then the entire world will be cool too.
Replace doubt, despair and hate, with faith, hope and love. Have plenty of common-sense. Think quickly and carry out your decisions resolutely in times of emergency. Change is painful but ever needful. God chooses the meek and the innocent to achieve his will.
Many talk like philosophers and sages - but they live like fools. Veil after veil has to be lifted. The illusions of life are to be torn away before life divine can be attained.
Life is a perpetual struggle. It is a perpetual dying until you are face to face with God. Man is verily the sacrifice. Nature is the ladder on which we climb up to the Lord. Do not have a sad face - you will affect others.
Be cheerful always. Rejoice. Radiate joy and cheer. Radiate health and light. Let your eyes ever shine with the light of supreme love. The reality of love-tears is not in the eyes but in the heart of love.
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"God is Truth. God is Love. God is Peace. God is Bliss.
God and God's law are one.
The Law and the Law-giver are one.
God is the law himself, he never breaks his laws.
God and his law abide everywhere and govern everything.
Glory to God. Glory to God."
Raja Yoga, Message 6
Posted: 09 Jan 2015 10:00 PM PST
CONTROL OF MIND
Balance of Mind
Man's mind is only a fragment of the universal mind, or cosmic mind. Cosmic mind is the sum total of all individual minds. Learn to merge your little mind in the cosmic mind and get omniscience and experience cosmic consciousness.
Keep a balanced mind always. This is a very important thing. It is no doubt a difficult practice, but you will have to do it if you wish to succeed in concentration. Keeping the balance of mind in pleasure and pain, in heat and cold, in gain and loss, in success and failure, in praise and censure and in respect and disrespect is real wisdom. This is very trying indeed, but if you are able to do this you are a mighty potentate on earth. You are fit to be adored. You are the most wealthy man, though you are clad in loin-cloth, though you have nothing to eat. You are very strong, though you have a dilapidated physical frame.
Worldly people lose their balance even for trifling things. They get irritated and lose their temper quickly. Energy is wasted when one loses his temper. Those who want to develop balance of mind should develop discrimination and practise celibacy and concentration. Those who waste their semen get irritated very frequently. Control and concentration of the mind is very difficult of performance. Saint Thayumanavar in his inimitable poem Tejomayanandam has written a beautiful verse on the difficulty of controlling the mind. (Thayumanavar was a poet-saint who lived about 200 years ago in the district of Tanjore, South India. His songs on vedanta are soul-inspiring and elevating. All his songs are now available on gramophone records. They penetrate deep-into the hearts of the hearers. They are very very popular in South India. They are pregnant with deep, subtle, philosophical thoughts.) Roughly and freely translated this means:
You can control a mad elephant;
You can shut the mouth of the bear and the tiger;
You can ride a lion;
You can play with the cobra;
By alchemy you can eke out your livelihood;
You can wander through the universe incognito;
You can make vassals of the gods;
You can ever be youthful;
You can walk on water;
You can live in fire;
You can achieve all siddhis, seated in your home.
But to be restful by control of the mind
Is rare and difficult.
The senses are your real foes. They draw you out and perturb your peace of mind. Do not keep company with them. Subdue them. Restrain them. Curb them just as you would curb your enemies on the battlefield. This is not a day's work. It demands patient and protracted practice for a very long time. Control of the senses is really control of the mind. All the senses must be controlled. Starve them to death and do not give them what they want, then they will obey your orders quite implicitly. All worldly-minded persons are slaves of their senses, though they are educated, though they possess immense wealth and though they hold judicial and executive powers. If you are a slave of meat-eating, for instance, you will begin to exercise control over your tongue the moment you give up the meat-eating habit entirely for six months. You will consciously feel that you have gained a little supremacy over this troublesome sense of taste which began to revolt against you some time ago.
Be cautious, vigilant and circumspect. Watch your mind and its modifications. Lord Jesus said: "Watch and pray." Watching the mind is introspection. One in a million does this beneficial and soul-elevating practice. People are immersed in worldliness. They madly run after money and women. They have no time to think of God and higher spiritual things. The sun dawns and the mind runs again in its usual old sensual grooves of eating, drinking, amusing and sleeping. The day has passed. In this way this whole life passes away. There is neither moral development nor spiritual progress.
He who does daily introspection, self-analysis and self-examination can find out his own defects and remove them by suitable methods, and can gradually have a perfect control over the mind. He will not allow the intruders — lust, anger, greed, delusion and pride — to enter the mental factory. He can practise concentration uninterruptedly. If one method fails you should take recourse to another. The practice demands patience, perseverance, leech-like tenacity, application, iron will, subtle intellect and courage. But the reward is invaluable. It is immortality, supreme peace and infinite bliss!
You should try to possess a serene mind. You should practise serenity every moment of your yoga career. If your mind is restless you cannot make an iota of progress in concentration. Therefore the first and foremost thing that you should possess by all means is serenity of mind. Silent meditation in the morning, renunciation of desires, suitable diet, discipline of the senses and observance of the vow of silence daily for about at least an hour will produce serenity. All vain habitual thoughts, wild fancies, wrong feelings, cares, worries, anxieties, confused ideas and all kinds of imaginary fears must be completely done away with. Then, and then only, can you hope to get a peaceful mind. The foundation in yoga can well and truly be laid only if the aspirant possesses serenity to maximum degree. Only a calm mind can grasp the truth, can see God or Atman and receive the Divine Light. The spiritual experiences will be permanent if you have a quiet mind, otherwise they will come and go. As soon as you wake up in the morning, pray fervently to the Lord, sing His names and meditate upon Him with all your heart. Then make a firm determination: "I will observe celibacy today. I will speak the truth today. I will not hurt the feelings of others today. I will not lose my temper today." Watch your mind. Be resolute. You will surely succeed that day. Then continue the vow for the whole week. You will gain strength and your will-power will develop. Then continue the vow for the whole month. Even if you commit some mistakes in the beginning, you need not be unnecessarily alarmed. Mistakes are your best teachers. You will not commit the same mistakes again. If you are earnest and sincere the Lord will shower His grace upon you. The Lord will give you strength to face the difficulties and troubles in the daily battle of life.
He who has controlled his mind is really happy and free. Physical freedom is no freedom at all. If you are easily carried away by surging emotions and impulses, if you are under the grip of moods, cravings and passions, how can you be really happy, O sweet beloved child? You are like a rudderless boat. You are tossed about hither and thither like a piece of straw in the vast expanse of the ocean. You laugh for five minutes and weep for five hours. What can wife, son, friends, money, fame and power do for you when you are under the sway of the impulses of your mind? He is the true hero who has controlled his mind. There is an adage: "He who has controlled his mind has controlled the world." True victory is over the mind. That is real freedom.
Thorough, rigorous discipline and self-imposed restrictions will eventually eradicate all desires, thoughts, impulses, cravings and passions. Only then, and not until then, can you expect to be free from the thraldom of the mind. You should not give any leniency to the mind. The mind is a mischievous imp. Curb it by drastic measures. Become a perfect yogi. Money cannot give you freedom. Freedom is not a commodity that can be purchased in the market. It is a rare, hidden treasure guarded by a five-hooded serpent. Unless you kill or tame this serpent you cannot have access to that treasure. That treasure is spiritual wealth, freedom, bliss. The serpent is your mind. The five hoods are the five senses through which the mind-serpent hisses.
A rajasic mind always wants new things. It wants variety. It gets disgusted with monotony. It wants change of place, change of food, change, in short, of everything. But you should train the mind to stick to one thing. You should not complain of monotony. You should have patience, adamantine will and untiring persistence, then only can you succeed in yoga. He who wants something new always is quite unfit for yoga. You should stick to one place, one spiritual preceptor, one method, one system of yoga. That is the way to positive success.
Uncongenial atmosphere, unfavourable environment and obstacles will only help you in carrying on the struggle more vigorously and diligently. You will evolve quickly and develop strong will-power and great power of endurance.
Physiologists say that the functions of the organs are controlled by the nerves and nervous system. Psychologists say that the organs, etc. are controlled by the mind. Devotees say that the organs are controlled by the presiding deities. Vedantins say that the organs are controlled by the inner ruler; that the nerves, the mind, the senses and the gods derive this power and light from the inner ruler who is the ultimate source for everything. This is the truth.
The wandering mind of the objective world is the perceiving portion of the mind; the creative mind is the thinking portion or the thought-producing portion of the mind. The external objective world is the world of objects; the internal subjective world is the world of images created by the mind. Likes and dislikes or attraction and repulsion are not in the external objects of the senses. They dwell in the mind and in the internal images.
Sometimes the mind thinks of words and their meaning, and at other times it thinks of objects. When you attempt to have one-pointedness of mind, you must make the mind not think of objects nor the words and their meaning. Stop the mind from wandering in the objective world through tratak, japa, worship and pranayama. In the subjective world wage war against the image-producing mind either by the raja yoga method of stopping all mental modifications or the method of self-analysis and enquiry, the method of jnana yogis.
It is very very difficult to understand the mind of a man, even though you move with him very closely for years together. It is also very difficult to understand one's own mind. Mind is such a devil or mischievous imp. It is the Mara that tempted Buddha, the Satan that allured Jesus, the Kama who disturbed Siva when he was in deep meditation and the ghost of lust that spoiled the austerity of Vishvamitra.
Despite your strenuous efforts and rigorous sadhana this mysterious world will overpower you. Be on the alert. Earn the spiritual wealth of liberation. Rise above temptation. Rise above good and evil. Live in the Lord. Live within the iron fortress of the company of wise sages. No temptation can penetrate this.
The mind which ever rises and falls with the ebb of desires, fancies this illusory universe to be true because of its ignorance; but should it be informed of the real nature of this world it will know it to be Brahman itself.
Purification of Mind
"The mind becomes pure by cultivating habits of friendliness, compassion, contentedness and indifference towards happiness, misery, virtue and vice." (I-33)
When one shows friendliness towards all those who are found in the enjoyments of pleasures, the dirt of envy leaves him. When the mind shows compassion towards those who are suffering from pain, when the wish to remove the miseries of others as if they were his own arises, the dirt of the desire to do evil to others is removed. Whoever shows complacency towards those who are virtuously inclined beings, the dirt of envy is removed from his mind. Whoever shows indifference towards the vicious, taking the middle path and not taking sides, the dirt of impatience is removed from his mind.
By this removal of the characteristics of the qualities of disturbing energy (rajas) and inertia (tamas), the characteristics of essential purity (sattva) manifest themselves. One becomes possessed of a very high manifestation of essential purity. The mind becomes inclined to the restraint of mental modifications, because this enlightenment is natural to that state. When the mind becomes pure it attains the state of steadiness and becomes one-pointed. If these moral qualities are not cultivated, the means cannot lead to steadiness.
If you want to enter into deep meditation and samadhi you must have a pure heart. If you possess a pure heart, meditation and samadhi will come by themselves. A pure mind that is one-pointed will move naturally towards the Atman or God. Many aspirants retire into solitude without purifying their hearts, and try to practise meditation. They do not get any success through such attempts. If you want to enthrone God in your heart you must eradicate all evil vrittis (modifications). What do you do when you expect to receive a very high personage in your bungalow? You keep the compound quite clean and remove all the weeds and rubbish. You clean all the rooms and spread nice carpets. Similarly, you will have to remove all the dross of impurities from the mind if you want to have communion with the Lord, if you desire to call upon God earnestly to take His seat in your heart.
It takes a long time to purify the heart. Just as various kinds of dirt and dust are hidden underneath the carpet, so also various kinds of impurities are hidden in the different corners of the mind. When you clean a closed room that was shut up for six months, various kinds of dirt come out. Even so, various kinds of impurities come out under the pressure of yoga when you practise spiritual sadhana, vigilant introspection, self-analysis and keep a true daily spiritual diary. You may be falsely imagining that you have become a liberated being (jivanmukta). These are all delusions of the mind.
It is horrible to hear about the anecdotes of some aspirants and sadhus who pose as jivanmuktas. They cheat themselves by cheating others. They do some japa and meditation in the morning and study the Bhagavad Gita, Upanishads, Bhagavatam and Ramayana. They live in seclusion. They take one meal in twenty-four hours and observe mauna (vow of silence). They wear bundles of rosaries around their necks. If you watch their conduct closely you will be struck by something peculiar. If you give them an eight anna piece to purchase some useful article from the bazaar they will utilise two annas out of this for a small packet of tea or a packet of cigarettes. What a shame!
Why do you bother much about a physical bath? Care much for your mental purity. Though a fish remains twenty-four hours a day in the Ganges, still it is dirty!
If you do not clean a plate daily, it will lose its lustre. It is the same with the mind too. The mind becomes impure if it is not kept clean by the regular practice of meditation. You cannot wash the mind with soap and water to get rid of its impurities. Meditation removes the dross of the mind in an effective manner. Therefore practise meditation regularly in the early morning.
Nature and habits can be changed entirely. You should try to improve yourself in holiness, spiritual peace and strength every day. If you are attached to the body and the gunas you will be bound. If you rise above body and gunas you will attain freedom.
If the mirror is dirty you cannot see your face clearly; if the mirror is shaking you cannot behold your face in it; if there is a veil over the mirror you cannot see your face. Even so, if the mind-mirror that screens you from Brahman (the Supreme Self) is not removed you cannot behold the Supreme Self.
If you take pure food you will have a pure mind. Mind is formed out of the subtlest essence of food. If the mind is pure and free from distractions you will remember God. If you always remember God the knots of the heart — ignorance, desire and action — will be rent asunder. You will attain moksha (liberation), you will behold the Supreme Self (Atman) within and everywhere.
Discipline and purification of the mind and the senses (indriyas) are the pre-requisites of an aspirant in the path of Truth and Self-realisation. Just as the coloured water penetrates freely and nicely into a piece of cloth when it is pure white, so also the instructions of a sage can penetrate and settle down in the hearts of aspirants only when their minds are calm, when there are no desires for enjoyments and when the impurities of their minds are destroyed. Mind is a fetter of the soul. Purify your mind by destroying desires through selfless service, kirtan and japa. Remove the tossing of the mind by the practice of tratak, pranayama and worship. Destroy the veil of ignorance by meditating on the supreme Self. The mind will lose its limiting and binding power and you will attain Self-realisation or liberation.
Why do you bother much about initiation? Purify yourself. The ground must be well-prepared first. Get the moral qualifications of brahmacharya, truthfulness, etc., then initiation will come by itself.
To practise meditation or contemplation with a mind unprepared by non-adherence to the moral precepts, is like building a house on a rotten foundation. You may build up the house, but it will surely fall. You may practise meditation for many years but you will not realise any tangible result or fruit if you have no ethical training as a foundation. Therefore, mental purity, through ethical training, is of paramount importance if you wish to achieve success in meditation and samadhi. Before you attempt to practise meditation you must lead the necessary strict moral life. You must have the necessary right understanding. Then only you will have sanguine success in meditation. Much more time is required in the preparation of the mind for meditation than for the actual practice.
Moral excellence or ethical perfection is not, however, the final goal of the yogi. It is only a means to the attainment of the end of life. Ethical development is more difficult than the attainment of intellectual eminence, because the truths can only be grasped by that yogi who possesses a pure or untainted heart.
Man attains some purity of mind as a result of the accumulated virtuous actions of many past births and by performing his daily duties that are prescribed in the scriptures, without expectations of fruits. The purity of mind generates dispassion in his mind. He gets some control over his mind. He becomes selfless. His heart is filled with mercy and pure love. He shares what he has with others. He takes immense delight in serving others. His egoism and arrogance slowly disappear. He sees the defects in the sensual objects and in the worldly life. He gets deep yearning for liberation from the round of births and deaths. Discrimination between the real and the unreal and indifference to the enjoyment of sensual objects dawn in his mind. He approaches a guru and begins to study the Upanishads at his lotus feet. He serves him whole-heartedly. He reflects and meditates on the significance of 'Tat tvam asi' (That thou art) and attains Self-realisation eventually.
A goldsmith once approached a sadhu for initiation. The sadhu said: "Wait, I will initiate you after some time." The goldsmith pressed the sadhu again and again on several occasions for quick initiation. The sadhu totally declined and went away. He, however, visited the goldsmith after a couple of years with his begging bowl containing some mud, hair, urine and excreta and asked him for alms. The goldsmith brought out nice sweetmeats, (kheer, halva, etc.). He had prepared nice dishes as he thought that he would be initiated this time by the sadhu. The sadhu said to him: "Put everything in my bowl." The goldsmith said: "How can I place them, Swamiji, in this dirty bowl? Kindly clean the bowl and bring it to me — I will then place all the nice preparations." The sadhu replied: "When such is the case with this bowl, how can I place the pure Lord in your heart which is filled with various impurities, of lust, anger, pride, greed, etc.? How can I initiate you now, when your mind is very dirty like this bowl?" The goldsmith got distressed and went away in shame. He then purified himself through charity, selfless service, etc., and got initiated by the sadhu later.
The Two Wings of the Mind-bird
If you cut down the two wings of a bird, it will not fly. It will drop down. But still, it will flutter about a bit here and there. After some time it will become absolutely quiet. Even so, the mind will become perfectly quiet and thoughtless if you cut its two wings. What are its two wings? It thinks of the past — this is one wing. The memory of pleasure comes into the mind through the force of samskaras (past impressions). Then you are attached to these pleasant objects. Then you scheme and plan for attaining those pleasure-objects. Then you exert. During exertion, you favour some through the emotion of love and disfavour others through the force of the emotion of hatred. You get pleasure and pain as a result of virtuous and vicious actions. Thus the six-spoked wheel of samsara viz., love, hate, pleasure, pain, sin and virtue, is incessantly moving about. This constant movement does not disturb a bit the thoughtless worldly-minded persons, who are happy when they get a few ginger biscuits, bread, jam and some money. A yogi is much disturbed and he tries his level best to stop this mental current.
The other wing of the mind-bird is planning for the future. Do not plan and scheme for the future. Be free as the bird and the atmospheric air. Watch the vrittis. Crush them in the bud. Do not fulfil your desires. This is the great secret. Reject them. Desire is fuel for the mind. Thought is fire. The fire (thought) is kept up by the fuel (desire). Thought and desire co-exist. Withdraw the fuel-desire, the fire of thought will be slowly extinguished. Then annihilation of mind will supervene. The mind will be absorbed in Brahman. The mind will melt in Brahman in silence, just as a toy made up of salt melts when put in water.
Control Thoughts
The mind is a mischievous imp. It is like a jumping monkey. It must be disciplined daily. Then it will gradually come under your control. It is only by the practical training of your mind that you can prevent bad thoughts and actions from arising and can ward off bad thoughts and actions that have arisen. It is only by practical training of your mind that you can encourage good thoughts and actions to arise, and can sustain good thoughts and actions when they have arisen.
O truant mind! O mischievous imp! I am tired of giving you admonitions. You are like the strolling street dog; the dog is pelted with stones and beaten with shoes severely and yet it again goes to the doors of people. You are like the shameless son-in-law who sits idly in the house of his father-in-law, eats and drinks, bearing all rebukes and broom beatings!
Thinking starts the process of creation. Thinking means externalisation or objectification, differentiation, quality and multiplicity. Mark how one thought expands into many thoughts in a short time. For instance, suppose you get the idea to give a tea-party for your friends. One thought of 'tea' invites instantaneously the thoughts of sugar, milk, tea-cups, tables, chairs, table-cloth, napkins, spoons, cakes, biscuits, etc. So this world is nothing but the expansion of thoughts. The expansion of thoughts of the mind towards the objects is bondage. Renunciation of thought is liberation. You must be ever watchful in nipping the thoughts in the bud. Then only you will be really happy. Mind tricks and plays. You must understand its nature, ways and habits. Then only can you control it very easily.
The fewer the desires, the lesser the thoughts. Become absolutely desireless. The wheel of mind will stop entirely. If you reduce your wants, if you do not try to fulfil your desires and try to eradicate them one by one your thoughts will diminish in frequency and length. The number of thoughts also per minute will diminish. The fewer the thoughts, the greater the peace. Remember this always. A wealthy man who is engaged in speculation in a big city and who has a large number of thoughts has a restless mind in spite of his comforts, whereas a sadhu who lives in a cave of the Himalayas and who is practising thought-control is very happy in spite of his poverty.
The fewer the thoughts, the greater the mental strength and concentration. Suppose that the average number of thoughts that pass through your brain within one hour is one hundred. If you succeed in reducing it to ninety by constant practice of concentration and meditation you have gained ten percent of the power of concentration of mind. Every thought that is reduced adds strength and peace to the mind. Reduction of even one thought will give mental strength and peace of mind. You may not be able to feel this in the beginning as you do not possess a subtle intellect; but there is a spiritual thermometer inside to register the reduction of even a single thought. If you reduce one thought, the mental strength that you have gained by this reduction will help you to reduce the second thought easily.
Just as you close your door or gate when a dog or an ass tries to come in, so also close your mind before any evil thought can enter and produce an impression on your physical brain. You will become wise soon and attain eternal infinite peace and bliss.
Wipe out lust, greed and egoism. Entertain only pure holy thoughts. Though this is a difficult task you will have to practise it. You will succeed in your attempt after some time. Destruction of one evil thought will give you strength to annihilate other evil thoughts and will develop your soul-force or will-power. Never despair though you may fail in crushing a bad thought. No pains, no gains. Inner spiritual strength will gradually manifest in you. You can feel this.
Passion, egoism, jealousy, pride and hatred are very, very deep-rooted. If you cut the branches of a tree, they grow again after some time. Even so, though these vrittis are suppressed or thinned out, they manifest again after some time. They should be completely rooted out by strenuous efforts, right thinking and meditation, etc.
In the rubber plantations planters take recourse to the method of thinning out the rubber trees by cutting the small surplus trees which stand in the vicinity of big trees. By so doing they can tap more milk (rubber juice) from the big trees. Even so, you must thin out thoughts by destroying them one by one in order to drink the ambrosial milk or nectar of immortality.
Control your thoughts. Just as you retain only the good fruits from the basket and discard the bad ones, so also keep good thoughts in your mind and reject evil ones.
Just as the warrior chops off the heads of enemies one by one when they come out of a fortress through a trap-door, so also chop off the thoughts one by one when they emerge out through the trap-door to the surface of the mind.
Just as fruit is born of the seed, so also deeds are born of thoughts. Good thoughts generate good actions. Evil thoughts produce evil actions. Harbour good thoughts and repel evil thoughts. If you cultivate good thoughts by satsang, study of religious books and prayer etc., evil thoughts will die of themselves.
Just as you remove at once the pebble in your shoe that troubles you, so also you must be able to remove at once any tormenting thought from your mind. Then only have you gained sufficient strength in the control of thought. Then only have you attained some real progress in the spiritual path.
When you give a blow on the head of a snake with a stick and crush its head, it remains absolutely motionless for some time. You think it is dead. All of a sudden it raises its head and runs away. Even so, the thoughts that were once crushed and suppressed by you regain strength and raise their heads. They must be destroyed totally beyond resurrection.
When the tail of a lizard is cut, the cut end will flutter about for some time, as there is still a little residual prana in the tail. After one or two minutes all motion will cease. Even so, even after thinning and reducing the thoughts, some thoughts will move about like the tail of the lizard, but they are powerless. They cannot do any serious harm. There is no vitality in them. Just as the drowning man tries to catch anything to save himself, so also these lifeless thoughts try their level best to come back to their previous state of life and vigour. If you go on regularly with your daily practice of meditation, they will die by themselves like a ghee-less lamp.
Identify yourself with the immortal Self. Enquire "Who am I?" whenever thoughts arise in your mind. All the thoughts will gradually die.
It is the mind that is the root-cause of the tree of worldly existence with its thousands of shoots, branches, tender leaves and fruits. If you can annihilate the thoughts you can destroy this tree at once. Destroy thought as soon as it arises. The root will dry up through the annihilation of thoughts and the tree of worldly existence will wither soon. This demands considerable patience and perseverance. You will be bathed in the ocean of bliss when all thoughts are extirpated. This state is indescribable. You will have to feel it yourself.
Just as the fire is absorbed into its source when the fuel is burnt out, so also the mind is absorbed into its source — the Atman — when all thoughts are annihilated. Then one attains kaivalya or the state of absolute independence. All thoughts cannot be destroyed in a day or two. The process of destruction of mental modifications is difficult and long. You should not give up the practice of destroying the thoughts in the middle when you come across some difficulties or stumbling blocks. Your first attempt should be the reduction of thoughts. Reduce your wants and desires. The thoughts will decrease. Gradually all thoughts will be utterly destroyed. Thoughts are like the waves of the ocean. They are countless. You may become desperate in the beginning. Some thoughts will subside, while some other thoughts will gush out like a stream. The same old thoughts that were once suppressed may again show their faces after some time. Never become despondent at any stage of practice. You will surely get inner spiritual strength. You are bound to succeed in the end. All the yogis of yore had to encounter the same difficulties that you are experiencing now.
Keep the heart young. Do not think: "I have become old." To think: "I have become old," is a bad habit. Do not entertain this thought. At sixty, think "I am sixteen." As you think so you become. This is a great psychological law.
Sit peacefully. Discriminate. Disassociate yourself from thoughts and the mind which is the thinking principle or entity. Identify yourself with the inner-most Self and stand as a silent witness. Gradually all thoughts will die by themselves. You will become one with the Supreme Self or Para Brahman.
Continue the practice of mental quiet. It does require, doubtless, a direct effort to annihilate the mind. You should annihilate the subtle desires first. Then alone you will be able to do the sadhana of mental quiet vigorously. Without annihilation of subtle desires, no mental quiet or annihilation of mind is possible.
A great emperor purchased a horse for ten thousand rupees. The horse was restless. Not one of his horsemen was able to ride on that horse. But his son, Sikhandar, said: "Beloved father, I can ride on this horse." He sat on the horse and rode in the direction of the sun. The horse galloped. The emperor was astonished and said: "O Sikhandar! How did you manage to ride?" Sikhandar replied: "The horse was afraid of his shadow, I made him run towards the sun." Such is the restless horse-mind also. If you turn it towards Atman it will be peaceful; if you turn it towards the world it will jump and dance.
The mind cannot do any mischief without the help of the senses. The senses cannot do any harm without the help of their leader, mind. Desire moves the mind and the senses. The force of desire, or impulse, moves the mind and the senses. It makes the mind outgoing. Abandon desires and control the senses. Then alone can you easily control the mind.
Thinking is samsara. Thinking causes identification with the body, 'I-ness' and 'mine-ness', time and space. Stop this thinking through dispassion and practice and merge yourself in the pure consciousness where there is no thinking. This is liberation while living.