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Dark Night, Anyone?
Is this a dark night of the soul
or twilight?
This is more of a dark spell than a dark night. More like a shadow
crossing over us as we transcend.
It doesn’t feel so much like being
totally submerged as it does being dunked. Ya, we’re feeling it,
deeply,
but we’re remembering quicker to turn on the Light and not let
the effects of what we’re experiencing take
root. We’re choosing
higher, so we’re falling lighter. And it doesn’t even feel so much
like we’ve
fallen (except when it does), but more like we’re no longer
directly standing in the sun.
What we’re
facing is stifling though, and confusing, as we thought that
we were only now reaching upward. Suddenly everything we’ve
carried
for so long, and all that we thought we’d reconciled is on the table,
once again, and it’s taken
us under and to depths we didn’t know still
existed. The loneliness, the abandonment, the shame, the grief, the
rejection-
all of the ancient stuff. And it’s not only our own, it’s
collective. It’s primordial. And it’s
all coming up for review so that
this time we can finally walk away free, no longer allowing it to
anchor in our core
and dominate our way of being. (more)
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